| non/a ( @ 2006-10-30 18:35:00 |
sanity check
am i paranoid schizophrenic or is it really not ok to come home to an empty house with just your roommate's crazy ex-bf? this is the guy that force fed me cake at 10am. it was a violent force feeding. (ok, it wasn't like i was tied up or anything, but everytime i tried to say something like, "good morning," i'd get a spoonful of cake shoved in my mouth.) this is also the guy who ran off with kendra's car sans license and sans insurance. she had to call me to make sure it was parked in the driveway over the summer. this is the guy who got a license somehow with fake identification. this is the guy who supposedly ran a business reselling used computers down in mexico. this is the guy who keeps showing up unannounced. and he's chauvinistic. i can't stand that.
yeah, all of these things alone aren't a big deal, but i don't feel safe (not just physically but my identity and my property, as well) with someone who clearly has no regard for safety or boundaries.
i am willing to admit that i can be unusually paranoid and that i'm socially retarded, so i turn to people on the internet to help me construct the appropriate level of caution. (hopefully, i haven't biased anything by having only paranoid friends) am i insane?
am i paranoid schizophrenic or is it really not ok to come home to an empty house with just your roommate's crazy ex-bf? this is the guy that force fed me cake at 10am. it was a violent force feeding. (ok, it wasn't like i was tied up or anything, but everytime i tried to say something like, "good morning," i'd get a spoonful of cake shoved in my mouth.) this is also the guy who ran off with kendra's car sans license and sans insurance. she had to call me to make sure it was parked in the driveway over the summer. this is the guy who got a license somehow with fake identification. this is the guy who supposedly ran a business reselling used computers down in mexico. this is the guy who keeps showing up unannounced. and he's chauvinistic. i can't stand that.
yeah, all of these things alone aren't a big deal, but i don't feel safe (not just physically but my identity and my property, as well) with someone who clearly has no regard for safety or boundaries.
i am willing to admit that i can be unusually paranoid and that i'm socially retarded, so i turn to people on the internet to help me construct the appropriate level of caution. (hopefully, i haven't biased anything by having only paranoid friends) am i insane?